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Good Enough

Tired of being left in the dark
All alone with this tainted heart
That bleeds colors no one will ever see.

Will I ever know the person that is me?
That hides beneath all of this madness.
Just waiting for the right moment to come out
When no one is looking too closely.
But they are always looking too closely.

Everything seems so far away sometimes.
Because nothing seems real when you’re on your own
In a world that lets you down time and time again.

Shattering every hope and every dream.
It’s always changing, and always screaming
That you are just not good enough.
Never good enough to finally be free.

 

Written by : Violet

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Breaking Free

Tired of running from the truth.
Feeling so broken down and bruised.
But I have to let myself be free.
Release the fear built up inside of me.

It’s going to take a lot of patience.
But all I’ve been doing is waiting.
So I give myself the compassion I never got.
Reminding myself of how long I’ve fought.

Living on the edge of death is never easy.
I have to rid myself of the lies they feed me.
Take back that which was taken from me.
Close my eyes so that I can finally see.

Written by : Violet

Falling Between The Cracks

Switching modes

So caught in between.

 

Feeling myself slipping

Between the cracks

Of those before me.

 

Losing track of who I am

Is easy when I

Never stay the same.

 

Locked up in a hell

That keeps me hooked

With desires hard to ignore.

 

Falling in and out

Hoping to stay here

For just a little longer.

 

But then I’m gone again

And when I come back

I never feel quite right.

 

Not that I ever really have

In this game that never ends.

 

Tired of being played

And never really having a voice

To call my own.

 

It’s what I’m used to though

And it brings me a comfort

That I know is toxic.

 

Giving me a false sense of security.

Strapping me down to the lies

That keep me alive.

 

Written by : Kristin